weird

ive got a weird feeling.

It's an uneasy, unsatiable, dissatisfied, bored feeling. It's like, nothing i do can entertain me. Or rather, nothing i can do can competely satisfy my desire for entertainment. Does that even make sense?

dan gave me some links for some really funny videos by MadTV, spoofing heroes and LOST and the such. go search them on youtube, they're really funny, and i did enjoy watching them. but after watching them, i was like. ok what now.

same for playing warcraft.. just got matched against ranked #12 player which i lost of course. after the game.. i felt like doing SOMETHING. but i dunno what.

army blues? maybe. havent been in for a week.. a week of freedom and carefreeness. it was amazing. amazingly short. lol ok fine it was good, did lotsa things that i wanted to do, suchas watch my TV shows, play bball, had lunch with qin, went out with bestie, played drums.
Maybe that is it. i enjoyed my week too much, now that when i have to end it .. it's too much.

maybe i should start reading the stephenie meyer book that val bought me. The Host. it's kinda chim, and sci-fi doesnt really attract me. but on the cover has a little quote by some other author saying : "A fascinating, passionate and unique psychological thriller"
PSYCHOLOGICAL thriller? so i should like it shouldn't i? but it doesnt sound like it leh. sounds sci.fi.
but maybe cos ive only read one chapter. yea i think i shall go read it.

maybe it's the sense of emptiness that singlehood brings
people say that you should feel free, unbounded, by singlehood
but seeing all the loving, happy couples daily
makes you feel envious, and desire such a company.
bind me anyday, Relationship.