if i didn't

if i didn't blow that chance,
i wouldn't have this next
if i didn't have this next
i wouldn't have asked her out
if i didn't ask her out
i wouldn't have been heartbroken
if i weren't heartbroken
we wouldn't have been drawn closer
if we didn't draw closer,
we wouldn't have been teased
if we weren't teased,
we wouldn't have had became even closer
if we didn't become even closer
we wouldn't have been together
if we weren't together,
i wouldn't be dreading going army

if i didn't have to go army
we would be having so much more fun
we would be working together
we wouldn't worry about lack of time

Danngit. Why am i not april intake. even better, why am i not police like stupid johnsebastianmelchiseedak.
i like the way you smell :o)