Why I will never be a day trader – my experience with the Gamestop drama

For those out of the loop, January 2021 was an unprecedented time for the US stock market. In short, the price of Gamestop’s stock went from 20USD/share on 11 Jan to 300USD/share on 28 Jan because of Reddit (with more potential to increase). This is a 27x, or 2700% increase, which is INSANE. I’m not even sure if anything like that has ever happened in history. If you had bought USD$10,000 of Gamestop shares when it was 20USD/share, they would be worth USD$270,000 now.

 

There are many articles that sum up what happened a lot better than I ever will; this is one of the best:

https://www.theverge.com/22253363/wall-street-bets-verge-stories-gamestock-reddit-discord

 

If you want to read my TL:DR, you can read my blue text version, or skip down to the next part of this post, where I talk more about my personal experience in this drama.

1. On Reddit, there is a subreddit called r/wallstreetbets (“WSB”), where people (mostly Americans) with money post memes about stocks and blindly swing money at random stocks with reckless abandon, akin to degenerate gambling (this is not an insult; they openly call themselves so)
   
   
2. Since last year, one user had been regularly pumping money into Gamestop shares despite it not doing well, and consistently losing money, but this drew the attention of many Redditors and interest in the stock rose.
   
   
3. Towards end of last year / early 2021, some real life events involving the CEO of Gamestop and other famous investors triggered further interest and buying of Gamestop’s shares, which further drove up the price.
   
   
4. This momentum got into full swing and many people jumped on the hype train and bought Gamestop shares, driving up the price like crazy. Mainstream media picked up on it which added more hype.
   
   
5. This is bad news for those who shorted the stock (i.e. bet against the market, hoping it will go down), as their potential losses was unlimited. Regular investors who shorted the stock quickly bought back in to cover their losses, and this drove prices up.
   
   
6. Professional hedge funds who shorted the stock (every1 expected the hype to die down… eventually?) are now in serious trouble, as the stock has shot up exponentially. They will eventually have to exit their position (i.e. buy shares) which will FURTHER drive up the prices.
   
   
7. Several real life events led to it being painted as a ‘average investor’ versus ‘the top 1%’ battle now; the poor vs the rich; a David vs Goliath situation, and WSB was eager to hold and drive up prices further to ‘stick it to the man’.

 

I wanted to jump on the hype train for fun, and my experience with this made me realise I will never be a day trader. The emotional roller coaster is just too much!

 

The Stop Loss Mistake.

I decided on a small amount that I was willing to lose entirely, and bought some Gamestop shares for fun, @$81.50/share. 

Despite being a 'throwaway amount', there was of course still some pinch to it. Before I went to bed, I decided to set a stop loss at $70 (i.e. if the price falls below that, it will trigger a sale, limiting my losses) as I was scared to lose more… which turned out to be a big mistake. 

When I woke up the next morning, I realised the price swung down below $70 and triggered my sale for $69.50, but the share price closed at $89! 

I learned two things from this – first, I needed to be more aggressive with the stop loss - $70 was only 15% below my entry price, and a volatile stock would swing more. Second, I should have set some sort of profit goal, to be happy to cash out some time. The price actually swung up to $150 during the day of trading; it would have been a cool 80+% profit.

 

The Re-entry

Throughout the next 1-2 days, the share price actually continued rising, eventually reaching $200/share or so. I was monitoring Reddit closely, and based on general sentiment, it was going to keep going up. Remember, this is very bad for hedge funds who have to close their position soon to cut their losses, which will drive the price further up.

Despite this being speculation, I found the logic compelling, and wrestled with the decision for a while before thinking - heck it! When I started this I was prepared to lose this sum of money. So... I reinvested it at next market open @$213.50/share. 

There were some real life events that pushed the price up and down (you can probably read more in the article linked above). One of that was where one of the hedge funds that was in danger of going bankrupt over their massive short positions actually went on some news channel to say that they managed to exit their short positions. However the market data (based on # of short positions) didn’t indicate a large hedge fund exit, so many Redditors felt that they were lying to try to get people to sell off their shares. Not sure which is true, but Redditors were enraged and kept buying more and rallying people to buy and hold strong.

The price actually fluctuated up to $350 before I went to bed; this time I set a profit goal of $400 (auto sell if it reaches that level). I didn't set a stop loss this time. I didn’t sleep well at all, waking up once or twice thinking about it. I checked the prices once when I woke in the middle of the night, hoping that my sale was triggered so I could put my mind at ease... but it wasn't. Damn.

On hindsight, I'm not sure why I was so worried, given I was already prepared to lose the amount. But there is something dangerously addictive about checking the share price and watching it jump up and down, each upward spike a dose of dopamine and each downward spike triggering a shudder of unease. It was like a drug.

In the morning when I finally checked, I realised the peak it hit was $380, and market closed at $350… but post-market trading seemed to be moving the price down.

 

The Drama

As I was still lying in bed browsing WSB, two things happened – first, news came out that their Discord server got BANNED by Discord. What? Then next, the subreddit itself became inaccessible. Was it US govt intervention (as you can imagine, there could be allegations of market manipulation when people rally behind a stock on an online forum)? Could it be big hedge firms DDOSing or using money to silence the wallstreetbets movement?

Whatever it was, the price began falling, and it seemed like people were panic selling their stock in this momentary info blackout.

 

I must admit, I felt real panic as the price plummeted fast, from $300+ to $210, and my fingers hovered over the buttons to trigger a sell order, as my mind raced through quick mental sums as I evaluated how much of a loss I was willing to take. Was it an end to the fairytale?

 

But soon a temp WSB subreddit sprung up, and people were posting there to hold strong. Some speculated that the initial price dip was orchestrated by the hedge funds themselves, to try to drive panic selling – and was a well-coordinated effort which included banning them on Discord. Who knows. Nonetheless, the main subreddit opened up shortly after, and the price stabilised and went back up to the high 200s, ending post-market at $290/share.

 

Time to be a spectator

As much as this roller coaster ride was thrilling, I think it’s time for me to exit. This is highly addictive - constantly checking the news and subreddit, and wanting to check the stock price - and it's disruptive to my life.

If I was to be truly logical and shut out my emotions, I actually do believe the price will keep rising. At time of writing on Thursday, many are speculating that Friday will see the biggest surge in price as many options expire, and the exponential growth in price is only just beginning. 

I don't even see how this could end; it's just a game of chicken between the everyday man at WSB vs the big boys at the hedge funds. With the constant rallying to 'hold strong' on Reddit, it would take something monumental to shift the momentum to get people to give up on their positions to eventually trigger the reverse movement back down. Or the share price just reaches an absolute amount that is hard to rally behind (e.g. above $1k/share) as compared to when it was in the 2-3 digits. I actually do think WSB will win, and the hedge funds will eventually give up on their positions, which will drive the price up further.

But I think it’s too much for me. I am stressed out checking my phone non-stop when market opens, checking Reddit to keep up to date with latest developments throughout the day, and I’m losing sleep over it. Sure, I could make a tidy profit at the end of the day, but at what cost? There is no clear end in sight, and it could come crashing down anytime like a house of cards.

 

When pre-market trading starts today, I will be waiting about 15 minutes to see how the price trends, and set a lowish profit goal from there, planning to exit before market opens.

I will sleep easy tonight, and watch this spectacle unfold from the sidelines. Good luck to those still in, and I won’t be surprised to see the price go nuts… but enough is enough for me. 

My First Marathon - Part 1 - Injuries

This is the first of a series of blogs I intend to write about my journey to my first marathon. 

In this first one, I talk about injuries.

Training for a marathon is not easy. It involves making detailed plans on how long you intend to run each week. It involves keeping to those plans and going out for runs when you don't feel like them. It involves going for long, hard runs that seem like they are taking forever. 

I can do all those easily. I look forward to my long runs. The thing I struggle the most with is injuries.

Running 30-50km a week is rough on your body, especially when you are not used to it. You get hungry more. You feel sore often. I rarely felt 'fresh' coming into a run and always had some minor niggle. But running is very high impact on your entire body, especially everything below the waist. 

Here is a list of injuries I've had since starting to run, just this year alone:

1) Sore calves

This was near the start of my running journey, when I was ramping up zero to 3 times a week of running, and eventually 4 times a week. I developed sore calves pretty often which really bothered me... until I picked up compression socks which seemed to alleviate the issue.

2) Feet arch pain

The arches of my feet would get really tight or sore during/after a run, which affected my ability to run in the subsequent session. This went away almost entirely when I got my Asics GT-2000, a shoe for moderate overpronators. I also massage my arches with a lacrosse ball often now.

3) Feet (tendon?) issues

The best way to describe this is pain or discomfort in the upper side of my foot, somewhere midfoot. This often set in somewhere between 8-11km of my long runs, and usually went away after a while or perhaps I just get numb to it.

I did have one episode where it got so bad that I had to stop at 8km of a 12km run, and bailed on the run (first time ever) , as I could barely walk without a sharp pain shooting through my foot. It got better after some rest, but I had to take a full week off running to recover.

Nowadays it bothers me on and off, but doesn't really flare up mid run.

4) Sciatic nerve / psaos issue?

There are two variations of this - one deep discomfort/twinge in my right glute, the other where my lower right back gets tight. I've no idea what they are till this day, and no amount of pigeon / figure 4 stretches will make them fully go away. They usually don't bother me on a run though, though I can feel a bit stiff because of it.

5) Achilles tendonitis / calf issue?

After my 24km run, which was the longest I had ever covered in my life, my calves were sore the next few days. Even when I resumed the following week's run, they continually felt tight and occasionally sore, and all runs my legs felt heavy and tired. In the next long run, which was planned for 25km, I only made it about 6+km when my Achilles tendon / ankle / calf area started to feel really sore and unnatural (not the usual discomfort I get) and did not go away even after slowing down for 1km. I decided to bail on the run at 8km and Grab home.

Tried to resume running 2 days later in a short 6km run, but only made it to 3km and decided to bail as the calf got very sore. The location is best described as the lowest end of the fleshy part of my calf, seems to be where it meets my tendon. I took that whole week off, and as I'm writing this I'm entering a 50% load week where I halved the distance of the week I missed. I'm not sure if I've recovered, but I've cleared 2 runs this week, 3km and 6.4km. Hoping to do a 4km tomorrow and then a 9.6km on the weekend. Pray my calf doesn't flare up.

Gotta do those eccentric heel drops which seem to help a little? No idea what's the science behind them.

6) ???

Will I have any further injuries? Who knows? 

I'm working consciously to reduce the risk of injury - many core and glute exercises on a regular basis, regular foam roll / stretching. If I successfully complete this marathon and decide on a future marathon, I'll definitely take the off season to do some weights training to strengthen my body more to be able to bear the load of marathon training. It is a tough sport, but there is something euphoric about being on the road for 2-4hours with nothing but your legs, a podcast, and you debating with yourself whether to stop.

Dice Throne Difficulty List

I love this game so much! I created a Difficulty List so it's easy to show friends whom I'm trying to teach the game and recommend them heroes.

Just to explain, these rankings were created with 2 main factors in mind:

• Core mechanics - how complex is it to understand all the mechanics the hero can utilise?
• Key decisions - how complex are the decisions to be made (if any), and how critical are they to your success? (e.g. Heroes with 4-typed dice naturally are ranked higher, as it is easier to whiff their dice rolls)

Do read the caveats at the top of the image to see what this Tier List is NOT. For a full-res PDF copy of this cheat sheet, you can get it here:

Difficulty: 1

Barbarian
Barbarian is a vanilla hero that cannot get any simpler. I wouldn't recommend him for a full length game with a new player, so that they don't get bored with not being able to do anything else besides attack and heal and they see you do all the fun stuff. I usually use him for a 25HP intro game.

Difficulty: 2 

Pyromancer, Moon Elf, Gunslinger, Samurai

All their mechanics are straightforward to learn and understand. Note that I'm not saying they are equally easy to MASTER. Just that at a fundamental level, it's easier to grasp what they do.

I rank Monk higher solely because out of all these heroes, you actually have to make a decision whether to use a Status offensively or defensively. This is opposed to all the other statuses here where it's either a 'inflict/gain this now' based on dice roll or Evasion.

Difficulty: 3

Monk

Read above.

Seraph

The mechanics are quite straightforward, though infused with a stronger element of luck than the other lower difficulty heroes. In my few games with Seraph I rarely got to see Holy Presence being activated so there's really only one main status that features the most, which is Flight. Ranked higher than the Difficulty : 2 heroes simply because it is easier to whiff dice rolls.

Difficulty: 4

Cursed Pirate

I initially thought the Cursed mechanic added some strategic depth in knowing when to 'push the button' and go for the kill, hence adding to the complexity in decision-making. However, with more games, I'm starting to feel that both sides of the board actually play perfectly fine, and Cursed just accelerates the game in 1v1 and creates some fun chaos with more players.

Thus, the complexity in the character comes from the numerous unique Pirate cards (since there are no upgrades) and knowing how to use them. The mechanics are pretty simple to understand and I am tempted to rank him lower at 3, but I suppose new players may get tied up with trying to manage their Cursed Doubloons and hence I'm placing him here.

Vampire Lord

She's different enough to be a tier above Difficulty 3, but I don't think I will rank her any higher.

New players may not know the best way to utilise Blood Power, but otherwise she is not too difficult to understand and use. I initially ranked her higher, but I feel that Blood Power doesn't really have the same decision complexity as Tactical Advantage, so it is easier to learn the hero. 

Her Ultimate is probably the least newbie friendly (how will they know what card to fish for?), but it's a rare occurrence anyway. 

Huntress

The Huntress has a simple mechanic that is difficult to know what to do - you either direct damage to  yourself or to Nyra - but when do you do it? A new player will not have a good sense of power curves and know how best to utilise Nyra, and perhaps struggle with this decision that they have to make every turn.

Paladin
Pretty easy to whiff on his dice rolls before you get upgrades . He has numerous statuses and new players may struggle to remember everything and know when is the opportune time to use them. I am tempted to rank him at 5, but I feel the decision complexity isn't quite the same as the Difficulties 5 and 6 heroes.

Difficulty: 5

Shadow Thief

There are so many things you can do as a ST that it will definitely be overwhelming for a new player. Do you ramp CP, cantrip, go for damage, or hide in the Shadows?? Very fun, but not very newbie friendly.

Artificer
Bots are of course really unique in the game of Dice Throne, but I wouldn't rank him higher than 5 as a unique mechanic doesn't make it a complex mechanic. The decisions to activate are usually straightforward (most of the time Yes if you have Synth), I suppose the tricky part is how quickly to rush the Advanced bot, though in my opinion it should be 'ASAP'.

I know many would rank him a 6, but given that bots play is actually fairly linear without any complicated or tricky decision-making, I think a newbie can pick it up just fine, he just might not know how best to play it.

Difficulty: 6
Tactician
His core mechanic, Tactical Advantage, is a layered status that needs you to understand the pros/cons of the various actions (and possible statuses to inflict) you can perform with it, which makes it quite daunting for a newbie.