missed out.

sigh, here i am, stuck in camp while everyone is enjoying holidays and whatnot.
if not for deploymen t, i would have been at home during harirayahaji yesterday, as well as enjoying my weekend!! ugh. instead im stuck in army for 7 days.

but what i regret most is missing bay camp!

I went to visit 2 of the days, and it wasnt even visit the msges and stuff, just the games and say hi all that. Then from what i heard, the invited pastor was awesome. like heard ppl all cry after the msg and dunno what.

this was the first camp (wait, second?) that i missed.. first may have been last year but i can't relaly remember. but i know that i loved camp everytime i went.. it's just the comfort of spending time with churchies for 4-5 days and just learning about God and worshipping without the .. corruption of the real world :S

like now, army is so corrupted zomg. some things are too personal to post up here, just that i don't like how the culture is influencing me, and i'm gonna try my best to remain ME. oh DO ask me about it, i wanna tell ppl, just not on my blog :/


sigh, at least this weekend finally get to go to church. have been missing it for a month? cos of chang i airp ort. i've been protecting your airpo rt people. keeping you safe. you know why no terrorist attack on singapore these past 4 weeks? cos i was there. staying vigilant.
^^ haha.


aight, i think i have to head back and stop using the computer. can't wait to book out. sms meee i'm so bored here.

letter to an old woman.

ah, it was a good run
i thought i had it
but i didn't
But sometimes, things don't work out the way we want precisely because they aren't supposed to be the way we want.
And i accept that.
You said 'why not?'
Yet, you seem ... distant.
cmon back, my friend.
i really treasure you
aunty =)

medley of love songs.

ffly


Newsong - When God Made You

I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me


Maroon 5 - Infatuation

In-fa-tuaatioooon
.
.
I'm touching your skin
If it's only a fantasy, then why is it killing me?
I guess this must be infatuation
I want it, I want it


Mandy Moore - Crush

Ooh, I got a crush on you (crush on you)
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you, a crush on you...


Nat King Cole - Love

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you


Lauren Wood - Fallen

I can't believe it,
you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how
I have fallen for you.


Jet - Are You Gonna Be My Girl

Well a-1, 2, 3
Take my hand and come with me
Because you look so fine
That I really wanna make you mine
.
.
I said, are you gonna be my girl




don't you just love Love songs?